Beauty Little Things


how beautiful it is when our heart can feel pain and still have an eye to see beauty at the same time.

 You'll end up disappointed if you think people will do for you
as much as you do for them. Not everyone has the same heart as you.

 It will hurt. And then one day it won't.
And until then, allow those pain to let you grow.

Though, some memories never leave your bones,
like salt in the sea; they become part of you
and you carry them.

 But then, you'll find your very own moment
when none of that matters; when you can sit back and realize
that this is who you are, and no one should want to change you, including yourself.

Because honey, how you love yourself
is how you teach others to love you.

I hope that you never, not even for one second,
become a secondary character in your own story.

These photos reminds the moment when I depressed about work and life. It was less than a month before the departure when a friend ask me to join him to Bali, I wasn't sure what I was thinking but I impulsively said that I'll go.

I felt so much pain and empty at the same time. All I did was followed them wherever they were going; randomly captured common things; read some books; listened to the rain, waves and wind; tried to have a deep sleep. No itinerary. No places I want to go. Unusual, weird kind of myself.

Apparently, things gets better and I felt so much lighter the days after. And a friend said, "Maybe, that was because you being unconsciously mindful by pausing your life at the moment. You literally need that sometimes"

She's probably right. Of all the people I've hurt, I've hurt myself the most; I owe my self an apology.

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